6 Weeks and counting!!

So, I'm really doing horrible at this. The main reason why I started to do this is so I had something to really remember being pregnant with Jordan. And I thought with Zach being gone that I really would have time to get it done. I guess I'm really keeping myself a little more occupied than what I thought!

So now I'm just shy of 21 weeks! Man time has just flown by!! I cant believe that we get to meet our little princess in 4 months! I've been definitely feeling overwhelmed. Starting to think that i hardly have anything done. Her rooms painted, blinds and curtains up, and just a few decorations. And her crib is set up and her bouncer. And thats about it! So I'm really starting to freak out! I know somehow we always make things come together and make things perfect.

It's definitely been hard doing all this by myself. I know how much Zach would love to be here and help with every last detail. I just know we would sit there and just stare at her crib and say Holly Crap!! And just kiss and hold each other. Instead its just me looking around and just kinda nodding my head and saying okay good job, and shutting the door. It sucks. But hey thats life for you. No one ever said it was easy.

I was able to go visit with Zach a few weeks back. Oh man Florida is weird!!! They have lizards and frogs everywhere! Its just like us seeing seaguls in Utah. Its really gross. Lol. But it's just so beautiful and green. We went to St. Augistine, and did the little tourist thing there. That was fun. It was nice just to be together somewhere we werent going to be bothered and was just me and him. And the last night I was there he was able to feel the baby moving around. You could just see the excitement in his face! It made my heart melt. I know he is going to be such a good daddy, and she is gonna be a daddys girl for sure!! Man I miss that kid! I know he would do really awesome with this job, but he has SO MANY elements against him. It sucks. And it'll be hard for him to find a job A month before Jordan is here. And I'm not gonna drop the big E word of why everyone thinks everything sucks! Lol. But we'll figure something out. We always do...